Thursday, October 2, 2008
02/10/08
i've got to say this, it's been in me for very long. people have always underestimated me, physical and mentally. physically i am weaker than most people(before) and i am taller(outcast from singaporeans) so i belong to the weaklings. well i was pissed off with my uncles and my aunties during last chinese new year visit to my grandmother's house. well my family has a good record for having officers in the army, navy and commando unit. so there has always been high expectations for us guys. my cousin who is tthe same age as me is an officer in the commander unit. his mother or my auntie is a bit show off type. like to present his son to his relatives. but what pissed me off is she asked the telephone number and ic of my another cousin(younger) than me to see if my cousin(commando officer) to help him enlist into the commander unit. she didnt even ask me. than her excuse for not asking me is that i am too tall and look physically weaker to be in the commando(i presumed). she said i am too tall, might as well i be medic or admin. i was fuming, but since we are relative, i dont want to cause a commotion.
Yes i am physically weak, but that was last time. run with me, see who wins. play with me see who wins. swim with me and i will beat you flat. sometimes this arrogance have to be ignored, take it as wind blow pass your eyes. i am gonna prove to them that a tall nerd who plays games everyday can still make it in the army. just prove it to them and make them shut the fuck up!
so thats what i have been hiding inside of me, somethings have to be brought out if not it will stay in you for eternal.
i begin to appreciate the hardwork of some people and the things they do. one example, my parents. they have been working hard to earn a living, feed us with food and extra things. spend time with us, take care of the daily needs. work is one thing where we have to earn for a living, but time is more important. parents have to allocate and spend time with their children, something that i am proud my parents has done. my mom, has always teach me the virtues of a human being, my dad has always though me about the righteousness of a human being. so both my parents have done a wonderful job raising me my sister and now another brother in the house. we are learning from them every single day and have grown wiser. so guys, if you are reading this blogs, respect your parents. even though they may sometimes be naggy, irritating, make no sense, they are still your parents and have always will be your parents...
